since ive been in college..i feel as if i left apart of what i really do behind..blogging, writing, making music, capturing randomness of life. i need to go back to me, and not what ive become due to laziness.
so hello old me, welcome back its been a while
Monday, February 8, 2010
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Ava Maria
Alrite welp, many of you may not know that music has been apart of me my whoooole life. And most of you may also not know that I can sing and play the piano. I’m really not open with showing my talents. But I felt it was time for me to do so.
Check it out and Enjoy!
P.S. my ma’s mic on her camera is horrible..soo there might be some feedback throughout the video.
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Check it out and Enjoy!
P.S. my ma’s mic on her camera is horrible..soo there might be some feedback throughout the video.
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Back to the Basics
WOW!
i havent been on here in a looong time.i realized ive been slacking on this.before i wrote this, i read my old posts and saw that i wasnt too bad at writing my feelings for the world to see.and plan to write alot more while im in college.but since it's the summer time.ima try and write on here atleast once or twice a week.there's gonna be a update pretty soon.or atleast pieces at a time.because ALOT has happened since the time i wrote on here last:
*my best friends fell apart ![and i dont know what to do as far as my place in these friendsships]
**i graduated!! [and im not too excited about what the next 4 years will bring me]
***i moved from MD to ATL and then went back!!! [dont eeeeven get me started on this wack subject..summer '09 sucked for a while]
****i came to the conclusion that my flaws can be my greatest downfall!!! [i need to get that stuff straightened out..because im fallin apart on the inside]
welp all these topics will be talked about in the next couple days..i have soooo much to say about it.i dont even know where to begin.so until then [enjoy life.]
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i havent been on here in a looong time.i realized ive been slacking on this.before i wrote this, i read my old posts and saw that i wasnt too bad at writing my feelings for the world to see.and plan to write alot more while im in college.but since it's the summer time.ima try and write on here atleast once or twice a week.there's gonna be a update pretty soon.or atleast pieces at a time.because ALOT has happened since the time i wrote on here last:
*my best friends fell apart ![and i dont know what to do as far as my place in these friendsships]
**i graduated!! [and im not too excited about what the next 4 years will bring me]
***i moved from MD to ATL and then went back!!! [dont eeeeven get me started on this wack subject..summer '09 sucked for a while]
****i came to the conclusion that my flaws can be my greatest downfall!!! [i need to get that stuff straightened out..because im fallin apart on the inside]
welp all these topics will be talked about in the next couple days..i have soooo much to say about it.i dont even know where to begin.so until then [enjoy life.]
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Thursday, April 9, 2009
Ghetto Names
haaa this joint is freakin hilarious...
It's funny how these dudes have noooo life to make this video [but for some reason im glad they did]..
enjoy.
It's funny how these dudes have noooo life to make this video [but for some reason im glad they did]..
enjoy.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Bestfriends for..Now?!?
What happened to Best Friends Forever??
So what's the definition of a best friend?
BEST FRIENDS: Two or more people who share everything with one another, knowing they can be trusted. People who would, if needed, take a bullet for their friend(s). Two or more people who, through all the new friends, new hobbies, new jobs, rough times, and high school, are always there for eachother, no matter how busy they are. A best friend is someone who can make you feel better no matter what.
I just think about the good times when there's laughter and i think about the bad // hard times when there was a "fork in the road".when i regret and i look back on all the drama that had occured and how i always come to the conclusion that senior year brings out the worst of people but usually seems to always end on an awesome note.How even though someone's done wrong [best friends need to forgive or realize they need to change for the better]. That people can turn there backs on you when things get out of control and you wont have anyone but yourself to figure how to resolve the situation. So this is a message to those "best friends" who messed up and didnt realize.Those who think everyone's done them wrong when they're the ones who caused it. Dont lose out on the ones who care for you because of your pride.Because once they turn their backs..its not gonna be easy to see there faces again.
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So what's the definition of a best friend?
BEST FRIENDS: Two or more people who share everything with one another, knowing they can be trusted. People who would, if needed, take a bullet for their friend(s). Two or more people who, through all the new friends, new hobbies, new jobs, rough times, and high school, are always there for eachother, no matter how busy they are. A best friend is someone who can make you feel better no matter what.
I just think about the good times when there's laughter and i think about the bad // hard times when there was a "fork in the road".when i regret and i look back on all the drama that had occured and how i always come to the conclusion that senior year brings out the worst of people but usually seems to always end on an awesome note.How even though someone's done wrong [best friends need to forgive or realize they need to change for the better]. That people can turn there backs on you when things get out of control and you wont have anyone but yourself to figure how to resolve the situation. So this is a message to those "best friends" who messed up and didnt realize.Those who think everyone's done them wrong when they're the ones who caused it. Dont lose out on the ones who care for you because of your pride.Because once they turn their backs..its not gonna be easy to see there faces again.
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Monday, March 9, 2009
Where Are They Now??
Haaa sooo..
i realized i havnt written a blog in a while [a whole month..ive been slacking] so i guess ill just give a random update about my life::
Well for starters..since my dad moved to Atl i feel as if me and my mom are really close now [i basically tell her everything..suprisingly]..i have a new mentality on my life and how i want to live it..even though i havnt really figured it out exactly..but ill let you know once i figure it out.Although i may seem all put together..something has made me feel as if im "missing a piece to my ginormous puzzle"..ive been kind of feeling this way since the end of january [ha] but i guess its funny how things work out..people have been telling me i lost alot of weight [with me measuring at 110 pounds now] even though i weighed 120 pounds over the summer..so i plan to gain all of it back..which is actually starting to work..success! lol...
I got prom on my brain [which is making me sooooo insane in the membrane lmao]..i gotta find 1) a date [which i have the slightest clue of who that would be gaaah!!] 2) how im goin to get there [seeing as i wanted a party bus..but having nooo one to party it up with sucks plus too much $$$..new idea!!] 3) my dress [guess ill get that when i go to Atl for spring break 4)annnd lastly what to do afterwards [besides "sex" people..any after parties?!?]..So seeing as i have no date in mind that'saying that..[IM SINGLE and not knowing if i should mingle] i mean i really do not feel like getting caught up and all that..but then again..i do need some fun in my seventeen year ol' life hmm..curiouser and curiouser
Im trying not to procrastinante as much[and i think im making progress..baby steps thats all]..i sing daily to improve my mind.. body.. and soul..it eases my greatest pains and takes away my doubt [if you're cool enough..i may sing for you lol]..my inspirational thought of the week [which are usually lyrics i sing] makes my imagination soar..ill give them to others to spread my "guidance"..welp! guess your caught up on my life
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i realized i havnt written a blog in a while [a whole month..ive been slacking] so i guess ill just give a random update about my life::
Well for starters..since my dad moved to Atl i feel as if me and my mom are really close now [i basically tell her everything..suprisingly]..i have a new mentality on my life and how i want to live it..even though i havnt really figured it out exactly..but ill let you know once i figure it out.Although i may seem all put together..something has made me feel as if im "missing a piece to my ginormous puzzle"..ive been kind of feeling this way since the end of january [ha] but i guess its funny how things work out..people have been telling me i lost alot of weight [with me measuring at 110 pounds now] even though i weighed 120 pounds over the summer..so i plan to gain all of it back..which is actually starting to work..success! lol...
I got prom on my brain [which is making me sooooo insane in the membrane lmao]..i gotta find 1) a date [which i have the slightest clue of who that would be gaaah!!] 2) how im goin to get there [seeing as i wanted a party bus..but having nooo one to party it up with sucks plus too much $$$..new idea!!] 3) my dress [guess ill get that when i go to Atl for spring break 4)annnd lastly what to do afterwards [besides "sex" people..any after parties?!?]..So seeing as i have no date in mind that'saying that..[IM SINGLE and not knowing if i should mingle] i mean i really do not feel like getting caught up and all that..but then again..i do need some fun in my seventeen year ol' life hmm..curiouser and curiouser
Im trying not to procrastinante as much[and i think im making progress..baby steps thats all]..i sing daily to improve my mind.. body.. and soul..it eases my greatest pains and takes away my doubt [if you're cool enough..i may sing for you lol]..my inspirational thought of the week [which are usually lyrics i sing] makes my imagination soar..ill give them to others to spread my "guidance"..welp! guess your caught up on my life
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Thursday, February 5, 2009
Anti-Valentines Day
Welp since it's that time of the year again [i thought i'd put my views out a lil early about this stupid "holiday"]
Once a year on 02.14 people buy there significant others gifts and goodies to basically measure how much they like or love each other. Using fuzzy stuffed animals that say "I Love You" everytime you squeeze it, jewlery that'll last a lifetime, or candy thats packaged in heart shaped boxes to show the meaning of this day. When i was younger i was always looking forward to this day because this was the day i got free candy and the passing out of the Scooby Doo and PowerPuff Girl Valentines took time away from doing my work. But since 6th grade [i couldn't stand that day any longer]. Really so what's the point?? If i get a box of chocolates from a dude and i accept them, does that automatically mean i like him back. Hell no..that just means i wanted a free box of chocolates lol. I'm tired of seeing poeple broadcast on Myspace; "I need a Valentine"or "Who tryna be my Valentine"...blah blah blah. Does it make you feel better knowing someone wants you to be there Valentine or special person for the day?? I know I may sound super bitter but I've never been too thrilled about this Hallmark Holiday. It might just be because i don't see the "meaning" of it or because I've actually never had a Valentine. Either way I won't be enjoying it this year.
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Once a year on 02.14 people buy there significant others gifts and goodies to basically measure how much they like or love each other. Using fuzzy stuffed animals that say "I Love You" everytime you squeeze it, jewlery that'll last a lifetime, or candy thats packaged in heart shaped boxes to show the meaning of this day. When i was younger i was always looking forward to this day because this was the day i got free candy and the passing out of the Scooby Doo and PowerPuff Girl Valentines took time away from doing my work. But since 6th grade [i couldn't stand that day any longer]. Really so what's the point?? If i get a box of chocolates from a dude and i accept them, does that automatically mean i like him back. Hell no..that just means i wanted a free box of chocolates lol. I'm tired of seeing poeple broadcast on Myspace; "I need a Valentine"or "Who tryna be my Valentine"...blah blah blah. Does it make you feel better knowing someone wants you to be there Valentine or special person for the day?? I know I may sound super bitter but I've never been too thrilled about this Hallmark Holiday. It might just be because i don't see the "meaning" of it or because I've actually never had a Valentine. Either way I won't be enjoying it this year.
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